Well, people might think this is kind of wasted, and to be honest, yes, I just have to bear with another month more, and everything will be alright and live happily ever after.
"Are you sure about that", "Are you sure you are ready", "Are you sure you will not regret", "Are you sure you want to restrict yourself" - Questions the inner me asked.
Came to a thought, same thought that came across my mind for weeks, or I should say months. So I decided, to move on alone. Do I feel bad? "Yes, I did", Do I feel lonely after the decision? "No, I didnt", Do I feel happier? "Yes, I do", Do I not miss everything? "Yes, I do miss, but I smiled when everything flashing back, I don't cry, I don't have the urge to want that anymore, just basically reminiscing those old days, those good memories".
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened". Yes, I do. Over a year and half, I enjoyed, I really enjoyed. It's a good fate I would say, beautiful dream. Oh wait, talking about beautiful dream, yes, I did say something like this during the first few months. I said, "If this doesnt work out the way I want it to be, it will be a beautiful dream", yes, my dream came true?
Thanks, for having me, thanks for allowing me writing part of your story. I am sorry if I have done something that hurt you or put you in a hard situation. But, I believe and I have faith in you that you can overcome this sooner or later, you can do better than now. Stay strong, be still, move on. You're a very young talented man that I've met, good potential, bright future that I can foresee in you.
I am not anyone to judge how your future could be, but, I know you will be a great one. You said, I have taught you many things, built your confidence, gave you motivations. Thanks, thanks for acknowledging me. I didn't realized I did contribute something to you.
Please allow me to say one last time, thank you, for the amazing one and a half year. You've always be a good friend of mine, good mentor of mine, good companion of mine, now, be a good one to yourself. You can do better than this.
Cheers! - Charlene
